I want to swing, it has been almost 3 or 4 years since last time I swinged.

 

Chocolate is a very good food to take when you are blue, i am falling in love with chocolate, especially those with liquor as ingredient. I heard sunshine is good for mood too, so eat some chocolate under sunshine when you feel blue, look like idiot, but you will feel better soon.

 

when live together with other women, your estrogen hormones communicate.

I am thinking about writting an autobiography.

 

It's not celebrities's privilege, everyone can have an autobiography, the only one difference is that I am not gonna make money from it (actually no body's gonna pay for that), but it would make me a little less regret for dying at a young age, say, 80.

 

I am gonna write two versions, in Chinese and English, narrating different stages in my life, people important to me, development of my personality, funny stories... and of course, at the end, how much I will miss this world after I pass away. I will also insert many pictures, of me and all those I love, so that I will be always with them in the book.

 

The autobiography will be printed around year 2062, when I am 80 years old, it may need some revise and then the second edition.

I've never taken it as a big deal untill all my family and friends make it an issue, that as a 25-year old woman, I don't have a boyfriend.

I've been asked a thousand times that why I don't have a boyfriend, and before I made up any answer, people tend to get it by themselves, that I must be too selective, or, sometimes more dierectly, that I am too successful at my age, and that scares guys away.

Well, first of all, what's wrong with being selective? I am not buying a coat, if I get too fat to fit in next year, I can just throw it away. Can I throw away some boyfriends every year? Well, mom's gonna spank my ass. Everyone has preference, maybe mines are a little bit more than average, but can I give up some and endure a so called boyfriend whom I alway have a bone to pick with, just in order to join the "in a relationship" group? Isn't it stupid to ruin my own life like that?

Second of all, successful?! I am telling you, the exact description of success for me now, is to earn enough money to buy rum at any amount I want for my crew, beat as much as pirates and conquer some towns in Tortuga (the game), unluckily, I haven't achieved that yet, and not likely will.

Some people say that just because I work in an international firm, get paid a little bit more than average. If this can be called successful, then a lot of people have already experienced several times of evolution started from my species.

This reminds me another theory I've been heard everywhere: The more success a woman achieve in career, the less possibility for her to get an husband. This is a commonly accepted theory proved by facts, because most women want a husband who is both physically and economically stronger, and most men want a wife who never exceed them. So with the increase of level and salary, scope for a woman to choose boyfriend shrinks. While for men, there is a contrary theory: The more success a man achieve in career, the more possibility for him to get not only a wife, but also plenty of lovers.

Take a firm as an choice scope for example (which of couse is very unprofessional and crazy in real life), for female junior 1 (the lowest level), male of every level in the firm can be their choice, but for female junior 2, male junior 1 is out of consideration, and analogically, only bosses left for senior 3 or even higher females. However, bosses choose girlfriend in a scope from senior females to receptionists, senior males choose from junior females to receptionists, and they always prefer to younger and prettier ones; ergo, receptionists have much more chances to get a boyfriend than female seniors do, sounds unfair, but it's true. So receptionist may end up with a rich family, lovely kids, by the age of 30, or even younger, while female seniors may end up with only a beautiful bank account.

Now you see why people has been waving the "feminism" around for years, but still can't throughly solve the problem? The human nature decides it. When a woman hasn't get a boyfriend by 25, there is curiosity, when she keeps single at 30, there is gossip, and when it's at 35, wow! striking news!

But think about it, does it really deserve so much fuss? why not pay more attention to the double standard instead? The problem is not being single and available, but opinions hold by the majorities.